down with drama

i admit it, i’m a dramatic person. i feel things deeply and share them more comfortably than others. part of the problem with this is that i’ve tended to surround myself with friends who are similar – often making for inter-changeable strong comradery and intense back-stabbing.

so now i’m just finished. i can’t handle yet another friend accusing me of being a shit disturber in her life. like wtf? i’m supposed to magically know that when you show up at my birthday party and get hammered and then jokingly stuff my ex’s head in your crotch that i should never mention it. or say it was funny. or that you know, the party was full of moments like that.

instead i get screamed at in my hallway when i just want to continue napping off my (2 day) hangover about how i get off on pissing people off. how was i even supposed to know that would piss her off? i was coached about how i was supposed to only have said, “yeah, we all had fun” and left it at that.

she was the one who came banging on my door, during nap time, regardless of whether i wasn’t answering it or not. and apparently, i’ve been playing mind games with her – she being the person who will pick sides and shit talk every single person they ever come into contact with.

but you know, the fact that there’s a picture on the internet of her crotch stuffage is just wrong and it’s my fault. what’s funny about this is that i was neither the one who posted the pic, took it, or did it. but you know, she’d never touch fh with a 10 foot pole, apparently.

so, this is it. i mean, i have some very close friends, friends i’ve had forever, who aren’t like this. who don’t do a 180 on someone because they got drunk and now could get in trouble for their actions. i don’t need this and i honestly, for once, didn’t bring it on myself.

so again i say, this is it. i’m done with the drama. i’m done with being shit talked when someone can’t even say the exact same things to me themselves. i’m mostly done with people who are so fucked up, they need to make a point of how everyone else is. i’ll stick to real friends, from now on.